Today as I stood having a bagless shower I looked down at my stomach.. my brown stomach with a white circle on the right hand side between my bellybutton and hip bone. In the middle of this white circle is a red little rose..my little stoma.. I have only had my stoma for three and…

This is the view as I left my therapy session earlier today. Isn't it beautiful, to think this green patch is right in the middle of Malmö. I am so happy I had a session booked in this afternoon cos man did I need it! Today has been shit on shit! A shitty doctor making…

A different type of entry regarding family and relationships

Having the support and love from family and friends is important for everybody and especially for us living with chronic illness and the effects thereof. An unexpected issue came into light recently and triggered this entry which might appear different in both my normal style of writing and content but I felt I needed to…

Valentines day and a lovely weekend of love and thoughts

Forecast today in the Life o'Charlotte, gloomy with patches of sun. My head feels like someone is holding a pair of pliers and squeezing all they can while pushing my head towards my shoulders at the same time as they are pulling it upwards. Yeah that doesn't make sense but neither does the feeling. Spoke to…

Blaaa

​You know when you just wake up on the wrong side of the bed and just don't want to see or speak to anyone? Just shy away from the world hiding under a blanket in a ball? Yeah well that's me today. I don't know if I'm upset, angry, feeling sorry for myself, fed up,…